gender precedes sex

Gracie and Polly Smith
authenticity as a dbl edged sword

if we qn notions of authenticity at play in a notion like (real woman) where does that leave a notion like living ur truth or the closet as living a lie like otoh we ask well what is a real woman and oto i wanna say a woman is what i rly am so we have this idea of living authentic lives but also this problematising of authenticity conceptually as st with any purchase on our materiality or lived xp and ig i’m torn between saying this is authenticity that isn’t or just saying there’s no such thing all is artifice · like there’s such a thing as a real woman and it includes trans women but nopes trans men and yet i do wanna say what truth what reality

but then in sartre (pour soi) is nvr abt correspondence theoretic accounts of truth only inner coherence · true to urself not to (the world) or to some consensus · that’s only conformance which at this juncture also interesting that we have crowd based epistemology like an actual consensus account of truth is at play in things like wikipedia so that a much more xplicit than b4 conformance notion of reality is in play

yeah sex is cool but have you ever fucked garlic bread

no no i’m not a transphobe i’m recommendin this othr trans person yu shld read that i approv of not just dissin this 1 that i don’t c if i wer a transphobe i wldn’t thnk it’s my job as a cis person 2 police trans discourse wait

autoplutophilia
gender precedes sex if you’re lucky
—胡思亂想

the gic isn’t for us it’s for them it’s for cis society the service it provides is the policing of trans bodies on behalf of cisnormative heteronormative white allo endo male privilege its purpose to contain and control us and its function ultimately carceral an archetypical foucauldian technology of subject formation that’s why the tenor is abusive hostile brutal transphobic not as some flaw but as an essential manifestation of the whole teleology of the thing’s existence

dressed for depressed

half of life’s sufferings are the ghost of a weight where a rock used 2b

i’m not actually shallow and materialistic i’m just turned on by the image of me as a millionaire

fascism is universalised pickmeism

pickmeism’s always a mistake like wen gays call 4 buildin concentration camps 4 trans ppl as tho sh that’ll save them like bae once we’ve all bn gassed and the sheds r empty ur nxt

how tf did pickmeism become the epistēmē of our epoch

gender precedes sex

gender is a narratological and not a metaphysical category as is number but ofc metaphysics is ultimately narratology in any case · gender like race sexuality number is a story we tell a narrative only ever like icelandic sagas more or less but nvr quite tru · what is truth certainly not st that can be expressed in language · all language carries on its belly a narratology · a language is a hearth for telling tales

so my sexedness is a qn of which stories are available to me and a function not only therefore of my facticity but also of my imagination

pollyanna fucks up

how is it possible to lie to yourself · a lie is when i try to make so else believe st i don’t so self deception wld require me 2 both believe and disbelieve the same story · a sort of doublethink

we’re all dissociative · yu are a bundle of self deceptions and contain multitudes

which binary

lookin at japanese pronoun tables tyin themselves in knots tryna fit in2 a western gender binary like why not just say watashi f boku m then hav ano tbl of wut counts as m or f yk teenage boys f we’re tryna shoehorn an alien tongue in2 a cultural binarity it just doesn’t fit like let it not fit 1 binary needn’t map clean on2 ano the pretence there’s only 1 truth the real binary bio sex as given not constructed the gc straw man

nyūhāfu
if veuve clicquot is toast and marmalade pommery is quince paste on brioche
—胡思亂想

an analog modelling synth is a digital synth in analog drag post gender post human post metaphysics post language is it an authentic SOPHIE record vsco filters sksksks authenticity and irony queering the reductive and reactionary there’s nothing ironic about it authenticity is a fascist ideal that’s why all these tankies are transphobes like if your biggest concern with women’s prisons is making sure they’re full of (biological women) you’re no feminist

ladies and gentlemen we are floating in binary space

the multiple hormone baths thing so the fetus can devel a male brain and female nads yk all the termo we use 2 descr this shit is so cisnormative endonormative even if you desc it as a xy bath and a xx bath which this pers did like even if yu descr it as a type a bath and a type b bath ur still reinscribing pairing an a with an a and a b with a b like if all ur doin is swappin male for some other label and female another just as consistently ur doin fa to resist cisnormative distortions call it the red green bath and the up down bath so some babies come out red up and some red down and some green up and green down and some combos r more common than others like to say two of type a is normal but an a and a b is also a poss it just reinforces the marginalisation the neutral descr is there’s a succession of hormone baths that impact fetal devel at diff stages like there just isn’t anything inherently sexed abt any of this and the pt of bein neutral is that it’s science not propaganda like there’s fa political abt neutrality in fact the only apolitical position by defn is the neutral one the woke descrs in their well meaning reinscription are politicised the neutral position is easier to frame no tyin urself in knots it’s simple just take sexedness outa the whole picture it looks like ur bending over backwards to accom wokeness bc ur bending over backwards to accom the conservative normativity yu had meant to resist but can’t quite let go

swerving cunt

that the language imposes narratological constraints doesn’t make the narrative any less fictional · nor phonological constraints on the language

unproblematic as the goal like wtf that’s y problematic is so problematic idw b unproblematic iw b fire yk like call it bad so the alt is obvi gud not just mid af imagin bein proud of how unproblematic yu r wakin up all selfsatisfied bc ur unproblematic ahaha 2day was a good day dear diary i was so unproblematic bb yu sound like nicky wire only wen i sing fam only wen i sing

homeless romantic

oestrogender · progesteromantic testosexual · when men fuk up it’s sh a woman’s fault bc men are children w no ability to own their choices

binary identification is stockholm syndrome

i have labia growing along my perineal raphe · if i’d had bottom surgery i’d never have gotten to experience this · a body that conforms to lies they tried that alrdy when i was 2 ty but nope

if ur only objection 2 prison is which 1 they put yu in yu were born a slave

yu can put me in a box when i’m dead